[00:00.42] Ayo, before I start this song man [00:03.63] I just want to thank everybody for being so patient [00:06.98] And baring with me over these last couple of years [00:09.95] While I figure this shit out [00:11.34] Is anybody out there? [00:14.10] It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself [00:16.89] No one seems to know my struggle [00:19.83] And everything I come from [00:21.78] Can anybody hear me? [00:24.75] I guess I keep talkin' 2 myself [00:27.62] It feels like I'm going insane [00:30.21] Am I the one whose crazy? [00:32.22] Yeah [00:33.30] Woah, woah, woah [00:37.77] Woah, woah, woah [00:42.55] So why in the world do I feel so alone? [00:45.44] Nobody but me, I'm on my own [00:48.11] Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel? [00:50.95] If there is then let me hear just so I know that I'm not the only one [00:53.50] I went away I guess to open up some lanes [00:55.58] But there was no one who even knew [00:57.46] What I was going through growing pains [00:59.08] Hatred was flowing through my veins [01:00.74] On the verge of going insane [01:02.28] I almost made a song dissin' Lil Wayne [01:04.03] It's like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin' [01:07.05] I felt horrible about myself, he was spittin' and I wasn't [01:10.16] Anyone who was buzzin' back then coulda got it [01:12.82] Almost went at Kanye too [01:14.45] God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic [01:16.65] Thank god that I didn't do it [01:18.24] I would of had my ass handed to me [01:20.18] And I knew it but Proof isn't here to see me through it [01:22.14] I'm in the booth poppin' another pill, tryna talk myself into it [01:25.29] Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin' people for no reason? [01:28.02] Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even [01:30.54] You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying [01:33.38] Your health is declining with your [01:34.95] Self esteem, you're crying out for help [01:36.83] Is anybody out there? [01:39.63] It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself [01:42.28] No one seems to know my struggle [01:45.15] And everything I come from [01:47.55] Can anybody hear me? [01:50.17] It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself [01:53.12] It feels like I'm going insane [01:55.61] Am I the one whose crazy? [01:57.91] So why in the world do I feel so alone? [02:00.14] Nobody but me, I'm on my own [02:02.76] Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel? [02:05.52] If there is then let me hera just so I know that I'm not the only one [02:08.32] Marshall, you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow [02:10.93] All I know is I'm wallowin' self loathing and hollow [02:13.62] Bottoms up of pill bottle maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow [02:16.68] My sorrow echoes in this hall though [02:19.02] But I must be talkin' to the wall though [02:21.33] I don't see nobody else [02:22.43] (I guess I keep talkin' to myself) [02:24.88] But all these other rappers suck is all that I know [02:26.95] I've turned into a hater I've put up a false bravado [02:29.50] But Marshall is not a egomaniac, that's not his motto [02:32.14] He's not a desperado, he's desperate, it's startin' to bottle [02:35.09] Inside 'em, one foot on the brake one on the throttle [02:37.57] Fallin' asleep with writers block in the parking lot of Mc Donalds [02:40.18] But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it [02:42.88] Admit you got a problem, your brain is clouded you pouted long enough [02:46.10] It isn't them it's you you fuckin', baby [02:48.33] Quit worrying about what they do and do fuckin' Shady [02:50.67] I'm fucking going crazy [02:51.76] Is anybody out there? [02:54.36] It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself [02:56.91] No one seems to know my struggle [02:59.74] And everything I come from [03:02.22] Can anybody hear me [03:04.97] It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself [03:07.61] It feels like I'm going insane [03:10.25] Am I the one whose crazy [03:12.38] So why in the world do I feel so alone [03:14.93] Nobody but me, I'm on my own [03:17.49] Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel [03:20.25] If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one [03:22.76] So I pick myself off the ground and fuckin' swam 'fore I drowned [03:24.91] Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around [03:28.18] It's different them last two albums didn't count [03:30.47] Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing 'em out [03:33.79] I've come up to make it up to you no more fucking around [03:36.21] I've got something to prove to fans I feel like I let em down [03:38.80] So please accept my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normal [03:42.22] I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you [03:45.89] For those of you who don't know [03:47.46] The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no [03:49.72] Signs of slowin' up, pullin' up, blowin' up, all over no mo [03:52.33] My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos [03:54.95] I'm back with a vengeance homie Weezy keep ya head up [03:57.70] TI keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up [03:59.81] Don't let up, just keep slayin' 'em [04:01.54] Rest in Peace to DJ AM 'cause I know what it's like [04:04.00] I struggle with this shit every single day [04:05.94] Is anybody out there [04:08.82] It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself [04:11.57] No one seems to know my struggle [04:14.51] And everything I come from [04:16.83] Can anybody hear me [04:19.42] It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself [04:22.24] It feels like I'm going insane [04:24.81] Am I the one whose crazy [04:27.25] So why in the world do I feel so alone [04:29.48] Nobody but me, I'm on my own [04:32.00] Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel [04:34.88] If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one [04:37.59] So here it is, dang, this feels like I just woke up or somethin' [04:42.95] I guess I just forgot who the fuck I was, ma [04:47.54] Ay, yo, is anybody I thought about goin' at [04:52.39] 'Twas never nothin' personal [04:54.44] 'Cause of some shit I was goin' thru', it's everybody else [04:57.91] I'm back, ay, yo [04:59.05]